(._.)''''''

Don't say sorry because I'm hurt.

 Say sorry because you're hurt.

insecure ?? try hard not

 àsimply describe what i think, n felt , but i'm try my best , try hard to be good person , 

 ,, à, but i'm try my best , try hard to be good person this insecure feeling , i hate it so mch, thought dat every girl hve, =( 


 à. but as long as there's heart dat trust , i think i shudnt worry ,. rely hope to THE CHERISHER N THE SUSTAINER of world , =)

what's wrong with me +_+

i don't know how exactly i'm going to desribe what i'm feel right now , 

is it a kind of jealousy ? 

it's hurt , like something stab my heart ! 

its pain .. 

its just simple message , but i really can't smile 

really can't hld my tears , 

why i must feel like this , 

its just nothing 

nothing to think !! ! 

>Ya ALLAH give me courage , give me courage to smle again  

  am i such a bad girl ? ! i tink i am , its juz a simple thing 

  why i'd such emotion ! 

> please u need to smile ! u need to cheer urself up 

5 month ? am i ready ?

masa berlalu dengan pantas .. seriously dah bulan 2 , 

i really apreciate each time n second i could spend time

together with  ♥ ,

5 months duration ,  i dont know whether i could face it or not 

trust him so much , i wish Allah will never let us apart ,

things i wanna do now is by remembering all the memories 

i had spend with  ♥ 

will never forget every words he had said , 

every promises he had made .. 

n everything he had did dat chrish my heart  --> tq u zi

> Ya Allah satukan hati kami , n kuatkan hati ak untuk terima ujianMu, jdikan ak insan yg bersyukur atas segala kebahagiaan yang telah Engkau beri pad diriku ,  , < 

DISTANCE WILL NEVER BE A PROBLEM AS lONG aS THERE'S TRUST IN rELATIONSHIP 

> berusaha baiki diri ke arah yang lebih baikk , n baiki hubungan dengan yang Khalikk < 

 

:semoga dikuatkan : -- > x mawww sedih3 , u had take his heart , so trust more ,  love more , pray more , n do smile =) be positive , n trust ,, don't make urself sick ............ its just matter of time , u already said u'll wait for him ...  .. cheer up now ! Allah know how much u love him okeii , 

: hiayozni ! chill dearrr !! do smile now !! stop cry ! 

WTH !! --> BECIII !! <--

WTH 

sgt !! 

hahahaa !!

agak 

DAMN! 

>geram sgt2 !! <

:: gerammm nak makooo , serabutt otakkkk la :: 

haizz ==! 

jaDUaL ExAm sem4 =)

wish i could do my best

ganbatte !! ..^_^..


NOW CLEAR MY MIND
N
START FIGHTING FOR
EXAM !!

lesson todayy

• i syg u..
•  U..
• tp sangattt sakit
• kalau u kata i nie ada
• org lain
  
  
  >lesson for me : ada batas dalam berguraw ada 
  ketika dan masa untuk 
  tidak bersikap seperti kanak2 
  
  
  i try to change my attitude
  even its hard
  
  
  i'm not perfect
  but i always try my best to 
  cheer u up
  
  
  • • oke ?
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    31 minutes ago

    
    

    • hahahaha
    • im ok ja la
    • tgh duk layan
    • kak ziana
    • kan utube da boley bukak
    • hehehehe
    • x mrh lama2
    • hehe
    • sorry kalau kasar bahasa
    • td mg stess
    • kan
    • huhu
      
      
      >tq < 

      
  
  
  
  

my bad

hari nie jumaat ,,, my sis masuk hospi , gi kat a&e 

kecemasan .. mg cemas sgt pagi tadi 

x dak selera lagsung nak makan 

then my sis refuse ditahan dalam wad

balek umah chat2 jap 

dengan dia 

comment comment,,, 

naseb baik dah oke sikit 

then tertidurrr

pi pasar sorang2 

beli cheesy wedges + keropok+ nugget

naseb x kena langgar keta

balek bili 0n9 ani ajak teman gi kfc

ani beli dinner plate, makan2 dgn ani 

sembang3 

jumpa piqa , piqa marah2 sebab x makn nasikkk

syg ani sgt2 ...

then sambung tgok citer hindustan 

jappp ,, da lama x tgok citer nie

n masa tengah chat dgn bdk tecikkk 

dah buat dia saket hati 

risawww sgt ,

igt nak guraw jerr tadi 

but its ruined up things 

feel really bad ! 

i''m didnt want to hurt him 

seriously 

but its happen unconsciously 

hate myself ! 

My beloved, my sweet ..^_^..

I fell in love with you, loving you;
	loving you, loving you
	I stole your heart away, declaring myself,
	declaring myself, declaring myself.
	My beloved, my darling, my sweet
	Someone will hear! Speak softly!
	I've fallen in love; I haven't committed some theft!
	I haven't forced you into anything.
	I took your peace of mind, made you restless,
	made you restless, made you restless.
	What if you abandon me somewhere along the way?
	You must promise not to go away and break my heart.
	How can I describe to you the state I'm in?
	My life and death are now bound up in you.
	I waited for you, and finally I got you,
	after waiting, after waiting >>praise Allah , for giving me a chance to be with each other after trials n trials , hope for a bright fuure together  amin

>> will always wait for ya ... >_< "

 

our Day part 1

10 FeB /12
hari yang sgt special for us

OUR DAY 

8 ApRiL

21 jUnE

>hari ang ditunggu- tunggu n yess finally its come ! <

tenq for ani , wani sebab teman 
sebab menceriakan hari tue , gorgeous day 
with u girls 

xcited sgt hari tue , bgun awal , pi basuh baju n kemaskan diri
mesej ani, wani ,amir suh siap2
bihah mai bilik bagi kunci reta

gi bilik anie, wani --> kunci la pulak pintu bilikkk  L
M Bom jgk kan korg nie ! alahaiii x bangun tido lagiee anie nie … hurm tunggu anie wani siap2 , mesej filzah suh siap2x… ><

Huk3 > dia pun baru bgun tidor , sabr je la ,, L

QGo n fetch filzah kat nurani , then mesej n col amir sekali lagie but no answer from him ,terpaksa tinggal, 8.30 a.m bertolak ,,, 

stesen minyakkk ,woooo anieeeee,, =)

wani hepi dok baca newspaper , new times katanyaaa =) haha ,
 oii anie khusyukk ngat dok tgok vieww ahaha

traffic light first , otw gi  huhuhu

filzah : ifah nie la kk bachok ,tempat kami posting
hehe =)

bridge 

to pantai irama our destination

berhenti japp for pic ,, tenx !! heheeee 

pusing2 cari tempAT nak breakfast  =.= !

view dari keta .. 

last day night shift =)

 "everyday may not be good but there must something good in everyday " :) 

  da truth 

 khamis 2/1/12 :  hri kelepasan malam bagi ak dan rakan2 selepas 2 hari shift malam di wad 7 utara husm , 

agak mengantuk , sume dok nguap jerrr , btw shift malam yg terbaikkk sekali bagi ak sepanjang praktikal 

masa rehat malam 1 jam kami keluar ramai-ramai gi makan kol 130-2.30 pagi .. 

rasa best jer kuar dengan meka     : 

 ani , nadrah,hafiz ,shyzlin   ( geng wad 7u ) 

ninaa ,fatin wahida,ika,najmi, ery ( 7s)

sam,ben,dasyh , x igt dah sape lagi  (8s)

aiman,che sai,alia,qua, muslim (2i)

ak yang x nak makan pun makan sekali , first time try maggi sup kat situ oke la .... 

ak and lin x habis makan ........... huhuhu..  banyak sangat .megi sup tu . >_<

hurm malam tue yang paling awkward gilerr2 masa fizi datang 

tiba2 jer datang makan sekali kat situe pagi-pagi buta .. 

semua dok pakat pandang .. alahaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. 

yer la dah sume dok pakat pakai uniform dia sorang jer len dari yang len 

ingat main-main jer cakap lapo nak makan sekali 

x sangka lak datang btol3..   

lepas tu lepas baliklambai tangan , 

( yer la lambai tgn , nnti ada lak org ckp kie sombong kan :'(  )

urm dulu dia dtg wad to gve food , 

now rehat sekali dgn kawan2 ak 

k thankz a lot ................... ^_^..

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then masa masuk wad ada pt B2 dijemput ILAHI kami menguruskan jenazah 

suasana murammm sgt , agak kaget masa kami kuar rehat 

pt still oke , Allah lebih syg kat dia 

semoga roh pt dirahmati Allah dan diletakkan dalam kalangan org2 yg bertakwa 

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then lepas tue kami buat observation cam besa , 

close i/o ecg  dan yang x boleh lupa jugak 

terlupa nak collect urine masa kat bilik bru teringat .. 

n gi beli nasi kerabu dekat ppsg sedapppppp first time rasa nasi kerabu kat situ 

thanx fr nina 

btw, best nite shift ever with ANI SYaHiDAH  my best frenzzzz , shyzlin lilinnnn... hafiz n nadrah ... 

n of course with great n gorgeus stafnurse ,,,, 

=D

Aishiteru. .

aishiteru 

damn love thiz songs so much , 

i'm thinking of smething when i hear this song

Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku

saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar

menantikan kehadiran dirimu

entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu

sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani

hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu

saat kau jauh disana

ooo…

*)

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga

entah penantianku takkan sia-sia

dan berikan satu jawaban pasti

entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan

saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu

merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang

tak tentu arah tentang dirimu

apakah sama yang kau rasakan

walau raga kita terpisah jauh

namun hati kita selalu dekat

bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu

dan rasakan a a a aku

kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh

terhapus ruang dan waktu

percayakan kesetiaan ini

akan tulus a a ai aishiteru

hapus sendiri pikiran melayang terbang

perasaan resah gelisah

jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah

o…uo..

banyak segala misi dan ambisimu

akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini

dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku...

adiosssssssssssssssssss january, =)

masa berlalu dengan pantas , 

januari 2012 might end soon .

tomorrow february may appear .........

bulan januari 2012 banyak perkara yang berlaku 

terlalu banyak kenangan ,

i do miss all dat , 

i wish i could went back to that time 

"sweet memory" where i wish time would stop 

i miss it so much 

 =) 

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"love yourself then all loves will find you "

loves someone by not wishing him to love u back gives ur best n its depend 

on him to value it , 

to loves is to keep pray on Allah , to guide u n bless u , and ppl u love 

coz when u love ur relation with Khalik , then who else 

might interfere ur relation with human 

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btw harapan ak bulan Februari yang akan menyusul , semoga Allah sentiasa membimbing 

diri ini ,keluarga dan kawan-kawan dalam menjadi anak dan pelajar yang baik

semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi keluargaku dan kwn2 dari musibah

n

filzah ,i hope all our dream might comes true 

n stick to promises

n HE will always guide us 

protect us 

n our family n friend 

=)

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great welcomez........... feb,

u r not alone :)

even when you're lonely, 

there is at least a person who's thinking of you right now

. he/she could have at least mentioned your name.

 remember that.

:)